Deep Breaths

Deep breath after deep breath. My schedule seems to get thicker and thicker. More and more complicated. I cannot help but get flustered. As I get more flustered, I will likely be writing more and more often in this.

Firstly, I am President of Science Olympiad – the competition will be in early March, so I guess that will be done with when February ends. It doesn’t change the fact that I have two projects to build, test, and graph results for and three tests to study information for. I just need to practice doing Fermi questions, which is partially a guessing game. Brushing up on Optics and Thermodynamics would really help me out as well.

Along with that, there is Jazz Band, which I have about eight different pieces to practice on my clarinet. When am I supposed to do that? Gah, I’m so stupid when it comes to scheduling myself. Adding to Jazz Band, I volunteered to be part of the musical’s orchestra, so I have an entire book of music in keys I’ve never played in before to practice and learn. Lovely. Especially with my lack of time.

And that’s only the beginning. I still have to acknowledge the fact I have Drama Club on Saturdays, and I’m supposed to read five of Shakespeare’s comedies. When do I get time to read? Never. I wish I got time to read.

Continuing, I scheduled myself for two AP courses – one of which I’m way over my head in. I’m in an Independent Research Chemistry class; even more work comes from my Chemistry course.

So much I have to do, and so little time in a week. I just need to sit back and relax, and not even think about what I need to do. Just a day off would be brilliant. Just one day. Of course, I won’t get that. I will never get a day just to sleep all day. At least, I doubt that will ever happen.

Oh, did I mention my college writing class? My essay due for in there makes everything all the more complicated. I have notes to write, an essay to finish.

It’s funny, how writing pointlessly makes me feel better. Maybe my writing without a point is some of my best writing.